{"href":"https://api.simplecast.com/oembed?url=https%3A%2F%2Fat-a-total-loss.simplecast.com%2Fepisodes%2Fedlyn-releasing-blame-on-yourself-jB0oLcwv","width":444,"version":"1.0","type":"rich","title":"Edlyn: When Lightning Strikes Twice","thumbnail_width":300,"thumbnail_url":"https://image.simplecastcdn.com/images/ce6bfa4d-5c04-471d-a8fb-d5c6bfbb377e/3451b9a0-c22d-4cdc-a8c0-727dd89f43dc/living-20-instagram-20profile-20picture.jpg","thumbnail_height":300,"provider_url":"https://simplecast.com","provider_name":"Simplecast","html":"","height":200,"description":"For Edlyn, lightning has struck twice. Her first son, Emiliano, was born still 6 years ago. And just 2 years ago, her daughter Avianna died at just 5 months old. She tells us their stories and how she has dealt with such incredible pain and heartbreak, as well as, the tremendous blame she puts on herself. Her perspective is inspiring and for anyone who needs a reminder of how to keep going, Edlyn is it. If she can, we can too. \n\nThis story is not to tell you not to have hope. This story is to show you how one person can survive the worst things a mother can go through and still stand, still laugh, still be a good person, and most of all still love herself. We hope this helps. \n\nTo talk to Edlyn, find her on Instagram at @edlynn.hernandez \n\n*************************************\nNOTE: I am not a doctor or a therapist. The views of my guests are not always reflective of my own.  I am just a real life loss mom describing her experiences with life after loss. These are my experiences, and I'm putting it out there so you feel less alone. Always do your own research and make informed decisions!\nFor more REAL TALK about baby loss and grief, hit subscribe to be notified when another episode drops!\nSupport the podcast and shop the store!  At a Total Loss Shop\n Instagram @thekatherinelazar \nYoutube: @thekatherinelazar\nEmail: thekatherinelazar@gmail.com\nWebsite: www.katherinelazar.com\n \nSome helpful resources:\nhttps://countthekicks.org/\nhttps://www.measuretheplacenta.org/\nhttps://www.pushpregnancy.org/\nhttps://www.tommys.org/\n \nLocal to Atlanta:\nhttps://www.northsidepnl.com/"}