{"href":"https://api.simplecast.com/oembed?url=https%3A%2F%2Fat-a-total-loss.simplecast.com%2Fepisodes%2Ffaryl-daphne-shgtaqnf-LXi5ugXq","width":444,"version":"1.0","type":"rich","title":"Faryl + Daphne","thumbnail_width":300,"thumbnail_url":"https://image.simplecastcdn.com/images/ce6bfa4d-5c04-471d-a8fb-d5c6bfbb377e/3451b9a0-c22d-4cdc-a8c0-727dd89f43dc/living-20-instagram-20profile-20picture.jpg","thumbnail_height":300,"provider_url":"https://simplecast.com","provider_name":"Simplecast","html":"","height":200,"description":"Faryl and I discuss her beautiful baby, Daphne, and how she has taken on the role of stillbirth, baby loss, and infant death photographer for families in hospitals. **WARNING: Talk about how a stillborn physically looks and what happens to them.** \n\nWe discuss how this affects her grief, her healing, and her recovery from the trauma of losing Daphne. I know her personally here in Atlanta and she has helped me so much. This episode really gets me. It's such a sensitive subject when it comes to our baby's photos. Proceed with caution when you listen...\n\n\nWhat we talk about:\n\n*what stillborns physically look like\n\n*her trauma of giving birth at home\n\n*photographing bereaved families\n\n*editing stillborn photos\n\n*turning your pain into purpose\n\n*absolutely insanely mean doctors\n\nand so much more...\n\n\n\nTo follow Faryl, go to her IG at @faryl_cat \n\nAnd her website: www.farylann.com/giving-back\n\n\n\nNOTE: These are MY thoughts, experiences and opinions. By no means am I telling anyone what to do, what's right or wrong, or how to handle grief or trauma. \n\n\n\nThis is my real life, and I'm putting it out there so you feel less alone.\n\n\n\n*************************************\n\nFor more REAL TALK about baby loss and grief, hit subscribe to be notified when another video drops!\n\n Instagram: @thekatherinelazar\n\nYoutube: @thekatherinelazar\n\nEmail: thekatherinelazar@gmail.com\n\nWebsite: www.katherinelazar.com\n\n\n\nSome helpful resources:\n\nhttps://countthekicks.org/\n\nhttps://www.measuretheplacenta.org/\n\nhttps://www.pushpregnancy.org/\n\nhttps://www.tommys.org/\n\n\n\nAd: Scout & Cellar Clean Crafted Wine\n\n\n\nLocal to Atlanta:\n\nhttps://www.northsidepnl.com/"}