{"href":"https://api.simplecast.com/oembed?url=https%3A%2F%2Fat-a-total-loss.simplecast.com%2Fepisodes%2Fkatie-makenna-WJ9RFltF","width":444,"version":"1.0","type":"rich","title":"Katie + Makenna","thumbnail_width":300,"thumbnail_url":"https://image.simplecastcdn.com/images/ce6bfa4d-5c04-471d-a8fb-d5c6bfbb377e/3451b9a0-c22d-4cdc-a8c0-727dd89f43dc/living-20-instagram-20profile-20picture.jpg","thumbnail_height":300,"provider_url":"https://simplecast.com","provider_name":"Simplecast","html":"","height":200,"description":"Katie and I talk about her beautiful daughter Makenna, who was born early and lived for 4 days in the NICU. Katie discusses very openly her experiences with her birth and the days to follow. She is feisty as hell, and I love how open she is about her grief and the ways she honors Makenna. \n\nWe talk a lot in this podcast. Everything from the love for our babies, to poor treatment from doctors, to grief and even fake online Loss Moms (yes that's a thing)...\nWords will never be enough to explain the love I have for my daughter. Makenna dying didn't stop me from being her mom and loving her just as any other parent would love their child. She is my light.\n\nKatie created Rainbows for Makenna. A non-profit that provides comfort boxes for parents suffering loss. You can shop here: https://www.rainbowsformakenna.com/\n\nAnd find Katie on IG: https://www.instagram.com/rainbowsformakenna/\n\nNOTE: These are MY thoughts, experiences and opinions.  By no means am I telling anyone what to do, what's right or wrong, or how to handle grief or trauma.  I am not a doctor or a therapist. Im just a loss mom giving you a front row seat as to what I've experienced. \n \nThis is my real life, and I'm putting it out there so you feel less alone.\n \n*************************************\nFor more REAL TALK about baby loss and grief, hit subscribe to be notified when another video drops!\n Instagram https: @thekatherinelazar\nYoutube: @thekatherinelazar\nEmail: thekatherinelazar@gmail.com\nWebsite: www.katherinelazar.com\n \nSome helpful resources:\nhttps://countthekicks.org/\nhttps://www.measuretheplacenta.org/\nhttps://www.pushbirthpartners.org/\nhttps://www.tommys.org/\n \nAd: Scout & Cellar Clean Crafted Wine\n\nLocal to Atlanta:\nhttps://www.northsidepnl.com/\n\nDo donate in Brody's name:\nhttps://give.northside.com/brodylazar/\n\n\nFollow me on Social Media:\nInstagram and Facebook: @thekatherinelazar\n\n"}