{"href":"https://api.simplecast.com/oembed?url=https%3A%2F%2Fat-a-total-loss.simplecast.com%2Fepisodes%2Flaura-lainey-mae-X_zvIteH","width":444,"version":"1.0","type":"rich","title":"Laura + Lainey Part 1","thumbnail_width":300,"thumbnail_url":"https://image.simplecastcdn.com/images/ce6bfa4d-5c04-471d-a8fb-d5c6bfbb377e/3451b9a0-c22d-4cdc-a8c0-727dd89f43dc/living-20-instagram-20profile-20picture.jpg","thumbnail_height":300,"provider_url":"https://simplecast.com","provider_name":"Simplecast","html":"","height":200,"description":"In Part 1 of a 2 part Episode, Laura talks with me about precious Lainey Mae, who died at just 2 months old. Laura is a single, Christian mother who is very open about her story & how challenging this has been to do alone even with such an incredible family as her support system. She has been such a light and a source of laughter, hope, & goodness for me and I wanted her to share her entire story. \nWe all have such different stories but we all share so many commonalities when it comes to out living our babies. You will here her message of beauty, faith, inspiration, as well as anger, rage, and regret. \nWhat we also talk about: \nDealing with high blood pressure that leads to emergency induction\nBeing pregnant with someone close to you\nLooking back on the joyous moments is so painful\nDid our babies know they would die?\nMediums\nDreams\nBelieving in Heaven & staying close to God\nPeople afraid of death. \nSo much more\n\n"}