{"href":"https://api.simplecast.com/oembed?url=https%3A%2F%2Fat-a-total-loss.simplecast.com%2Fepisodes%2Flaura-lainey-mae-part-2-iHaQYUjp","width":444,"version":"1.0","type":"rich","title":"Laura + Lainey Part 2","thumbnail_width":300,"thumbnail_url":"https://image.simplecastcdn.com/images/ce6bfa4d-5c04-471d-a8fb-d5c6bfbb377e/3451b9a0-c22d-4cdc-a8c0-727dd89f43dc/living-20-instagram-20profile-20picture.jpg","thumbnail_height":300,"provider_url":"https://simplecast.com","provider_name":"Simplecast","html":"<iframe src=\"https://player.simplecast.com/718c844a-bf92-4424-9a9a-a276b8efc97d\" height=\"200\" width=\"100%\" title=\"Laura + Lainey Part 2\" frameborder=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\"></iframe>","height":200,"description":"This is PART 2 of Episode 33 with Laura & Lainey Mae. In this second part, Laura discusses what she thinks happened to Lainey and how asking questions surrounding the death of her baby has been challenging and down right scary.  Something seems off and as she starts to investigate what happened, she doesn't like what she is putting together.  \n\nShe just didn't know what she knows now.  Why are we in this position after our babies die? Why does no one but us want answers? In her pursuit of finding out what happened to her daughter, Laura is also trying to establish a life & a future where she can not only survive this pain but LIVE despite of it. \n\nThis episode may be tough to listen to so please be aware. However, do not shy away from it because of fear or sadness. There are things that need to be heard and listened to. \n\n\nFind Laura on Instagram at @lauralazas\n\n \n\n***NOTE: this is always an open platform from the viewpoint of the guest and does not always reflect my beliefs. As always do your own research & use your own judgement on what's best for you. I am not a doctor or a therapist. I am just a real life loss mom describing her experiences with life after loss. This is my real life, and I'm putting it out there so you feel less alone. ***\n\nFor more REAL TALK about pregnancy loss, stillbirth and grief, hit follow!\n\nShop ATL merch! https://at-a-total-loss.myshopify.com/\n\nInstagram https: @thekatherinelazar\n\nFacebook: @thekatherinelazar\n\nWATCH IT HERE: Youtube: @thekatherinelazar\n\nEmail: thekatherinelazar@gmail.com\n\nWebsite: www.katherinelazar.com\n"}