{"href":"https://api.simplecast.com/oembed?url=https%3A%2F%2Fat-a-total-loss.simplecast.com%2Fepisodes%2Fmaria-rylen-gOKqWSXl","width":444,"version":"1.0","type":"rich","title":"Maria + Rylen","thumbnail_width":300,"thumbnail_url":"https://image.simplecastcdn.com/images/ce6bfa4d-5c04-471d-a8fb-d5c6bfbb377e/3451b9a0-c22d-4cdc-a8c0-727dd89f43dc/living-20-instagram-20profile-20picture.jpg","thumbnail_height":300,"provider_url":"https://simplecast.com","provider_name":"Simplecast","html":"","height":200,"description":"Maria lost her first son Rylen James Laxer on October 12, 2022 due to an umbilical cord accident. Maria was 39 weeks pregnant & her world was completely shattered. She is doing the work in order to pick up the pieces. \n\nThe day Maria came home from the hospital without Rylen, she put on a bracelet with his name & felt instantly more connected with him. From that moment on, she designed jewelry that reminded her of her son & started @shoprylenjames to provide the same feeling to other mamas throughout the world. The shop is beautiful and helps so many mommas with broken hearts. Show your support and purchase some jewelry for yourself of a bereaved momma like Maria.\n\nMaria and I connected right after Rylen's stillbirth. She wanted some insight on how to navigate this. So, seeing how far she has come in her grief makes me truly proud of these incredible mommas whose hearts are so big even though they are completely broken. \n\nYou will hear two instagram friends chatting about all things life after loss. What we talk about:\n\nDifferent Phases of loss\nTrying to conceive after loss\nRelationships and how they change\nPassing the torch to others after us\nConnecting with loss mommas and how it helps\nCutting people off\nCreating purpose from your pain\nHer cute little jewelry shop in honor of Rylen\n\"Choosing\" to be happy\nPutting in the work to making life worth living again\nAnd so much more!\n\nShop! @shoprylenjames\n\nConnect with Maria on IG: @mimosaswithmaria\n\n*************************************\n\nI am not a doctor or a therapist. The views of my guests are not always reflective of my own. I am just a real life loss mom describing her experiences with life after loss. This is my real experiences, and I'm putting it out there so you feel less alone. Always do your own research and make informed decisions!\n\nFor more REAL TALK about baby loss and grief, hit subscribe to be notified when another video drops!\n\n Instagram https: @thekatherinelazar\n\nYoutube: @thekatherinelazar\n\nEmail: thekatherinelazar@gmail.com\n\nWebsite: www.katherinelazar.com\n\n\n\nSome helpful resources:\n\nhttps://countthekicks.org/\n\nhttps://www.measuretheplacenta.org/\n\nhttps://www.pushpregnancy.org/\n\nhttps://www.tommys.org/\n\n\n\nLocal to Atlanta:\n\nhttps://www.northsidepnl.com/\n\n\n\nFollow me on Social Media:\n\nInstagram and Facebook: @thekatherinelazar"}